One thing to learn the hard way is: you have to own your crap. What you do, what you say, who you hurt; you have to own all of it.

Friday, August 27, 2010

Bark bark bark



This is my domain you're stepping into. They say there is too much of darkness and that it needs to shed a little light. Being gloomy attracts nothing but bitterness. Didn't want my readers to go mellow after reading these words of mine so I took quite some time off to explore the other side of me; the one who used to laugh like a clown and make jokes out of every stupidity.

There were pieces of crap thrown right in my face when I found myself lost in search of those memorised statutes and terms during the finals examination but the tiring preparation proved to be fruitful. The results were satisfying although not good enough. I know for certainty I'm good but for most of the time I keep the cool and stay average. Why rush when things are good enough at the moment? Not sufficiently ambitious if I don't stop by the library everyday and make full use of the free time to read up law notes? Don't want to be a git who doesn't appreciate life. (This is merely a reassurance that I was utilising my limited capacity in absorbing the legal knowledge in classes quite well...)

Thank Gaga for the holidays friends are getting back into my life. Movies, theatre, mamak meals, shopping and pillow talks make me feel humane once again. They always say I'm the busiest person they have ever known. Laughed my ass out, idiots. I spend my time loitering at home and driving around the hometown for leisure instead of meeting up with the boring faces too often. Ngek ngek. Call me an asshole but I find gatherings should be as less frequent as possible. And besides. those whom I genuinely feel like visitting are always faraway, busy or perhaps just-not-there-for-me. Hmm.
And also the parents and sister. It's amazing how the old folks never fail to treat you like you're still 5. At least this keeps me from trouble like getting a girl pregnant (*cough*) or being involved with drugs. See, you don't need a religion to teach you these after all. :P The sister has finally learnt new English words and finds herself so much more comfortable conversing in English. Awww. Glad that the la la part of her is dying.
Good day, people. Good day. Although I'm currently stuck in a law firm doing this ridiculous attachment as part of the requirement so I can leave for the UK next September. Can't wait. The other side of the world is waiting for this bitch. ~Bark~